So i have nw officially completed my first week and what a week it was.
It was wonderful the children are great to look after and hey are no problem at all.
The only problem i have at the moment is the flu!!!!! AHhhhhHHHHHHH
So i have dosed myself up on cold and flu tablets and multi-vitamins lol
The good ones garlic horseradish and vitamin c. YAY
But hopefully it doesnt get much worse as it already is- i have a really sore throat runny nose headaches hot and cold temps and everything disgusting lol.
But thats what u get when u work around kids. Oh well now hopefully this will build my immune system up HAHA.
Anyway the weekend was good movie nights with the kids and singstar was awesome.
Got my hair cut yesterday it looks so good and i got it lightened looks like me. LOL why wouldnt it!!!
Anyway better go i have to wake the kids up for school.
Bye bye
Amy xx
PS please see if other ppl would like to join my blog
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
First few days
So the first few days have been really good!!!
The kids are great and not too much to handle lol.
Actually the two girls are reading this at the moment lol.
they like me so thats a good start. And surprisingly its not so hard as i thought it was going to be,
And it feels nothing like a job lol.
Anyway write again tomorrow.
Amy xx
The kids are great and not too much to handle lol.
Actually the two girls are reading this at the moment lol.
they like me so thats a good start. And surprisingly its not so hard as i thought it was going to be,
And it feels nothing like a job lol.
Anyway write again tomorrow.
Amy xx
Monday, May 18, 2009
New Job
OMG OMG OMG
So i am now at the new house with my new job.
Its a tad bit scary lol.
Im so nervous tommoroow is my first day.
The kids are great and seems like they will be aqlot of fun.
And i think that me and joel need the space at the moment and its the best for us a the moment.
Anyway ill write again later and continue this fantastic blog.
Amy xx
So i am now at the new house with my new job.
Its a tad bit scary lol.
Im so nervous tommoroow is my first day.
The kids are great and seems like they will be aqlot of fun.
And i think that me and joel need the space at the moment and its the best for us a the moment.
Anyway ill write again later and continue this fantastic blog.
Amy xx
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
New Beginning
So new beginning
New Beginning
Sometimes when life feels like you cant go on, you just have to. Because life doesnt stop just because your giving up.
People in life still care about you and sometimes even when you think you have nothing left, patience is the key, self pitty isnt going to get rid of the hurt you are feeling and neither is a negative attitude. None of it helps, its just something to dwell on instead of looking to the future for a positive outcome you consantly look at the past and think of the negative.
NEVER DWELL ON THE PAST
So many people make that mistake.
You can be made the victim by the ones that have hurt you only if you let them.
No point on looking back and the past and wanting it back because it cant. its unrealistic and very impossible.
Look to the future with good thoughts and only good thoughts.
never do anything stupid or demeaning because it never ever has the effect you want it to, its always bad.
Talk to friends and Family and who ever you can let it off your chest and move on!!!
There is always someone else out there for you
love Amy xx
New Beginning
Sometimes when life feels like you cant go on, you just have to. Because life doesnt stop just because your giving up.
People in life still care about you and sometimes even when you think you have nothing left, patience is the key, self pitty isnt going to get rid of the hurt you are feeling and neither is a negative attitude. None of it helps, its just something to dwell on instead of looking to the future for a positive outcome you consantly look at the past and think of the negative.
NEVER DWELL ON THE PAST
So many people make that mistake.
You can be made the victim by the ones that have hurt you only if you let them.
No point on looking back and the past and wanting it back because it cant. its unrealistic and very impossible.
Look to the future with good thoughts and only good thoughts.
never do anything stupid or demeaning because it never ever has the effect you want it to, its always bad.
Talk to friends and Family and who ever you can let it off your chest and move on!!!
There is always someone else out there for you
love Amy xx
Thursday, April 16, 2009
They Just dont get it
When something means alot to you, it means nothing to them but when something means everything to them they expect you to understand and feel the same way about it aswell.
Well im sick of it.
You never get anything i say and when it comes to comfort you are the worst friend i could ever imagine to be there for me.
You suck!!!!!!
This one thing means so much to me and i would really enjoy and be comforted by your support for me. But no as i have always said everthing comes infront of amy she is the last priority and she always will be. And you know maybe its just time to finish your stupid game and get it over and done with.
GAME OVER
This is the biggest thing i have ever wanted and ever asked of you, everything else i have put aside for you and you still cant respect my decisions and what i want in life.
I never thought i would say this but im actually starting to hate you and that is something i never wanted.
(not based on lauren)
Well im sick of it.
You never get anything i say and when it comes to comfort you are the worst friend i could ever imagine to be there for me.
You suck!!!!!!
This one thing means so much to me and i would really enjoy and be comforted by your support for me. But no as i have always said everthing comes infront of amy she is the last priority and she always will be. And you know maybe its just time to finish your stupid game and get it over and done with.
GAME OVER
This is the biggest thing i have ever wanted and ever asked of you, everything else i have put aside for you and you still cant respect my decisions and what i want in life.
I never thought i would say this but im actually starting to hate you and that is something i never wanted.
(not based on lauren)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Not So Perfect
In my beginning everything was black a big dark empty hole with nothing to fill it.
I had a loving family and everything i thought my world could be, but as a child everything is what you want it to be, you never understand the real meaning of things and why they are happening.
You think and see everything as a world, your world and there is nothing that can break it.
But then as you get older you see things in a different light, everything becomes clearer and your understanding of the world becomes sometimes just a little more than you can handle. You learn to take everything as it comes.
And when is just too overwhelming you beleive that the ones who around you the adults, mums and dads, granparents and family can protect you from the big bad wolf that is just creeping around the corner and waiting to introduce you to the world of imperfection that awaits.
One thing i had to learn early was there is so much bad in this world and as a child you think you are immune to it, but we arnt we are only very blind as to what is really happening.The adults and ones we look up to literally, are keeping our eyes nice and closed as to what is really happening on the outside.
And as you grow up and understand more and more your world comes crashing down bit by bit.
To be continued.................
I had a loving family and everything i thought my world could be, but as a child everything is what you want it to be, you never understand the real meaning of things and why they are happening.
You think and see everything as a world, your world and there is nothing that can break it.
But then as you get older you see things in a different light, everything becomes clearer and your understanding of the world becomes sometimes just a little more than you can handle. You learn to take everything as it comes.
And when is just too overwhelming you beleive that the ones who around you the adults, mums and dads, granparents and family can protect you from the big bad wolf that is just creeping around the corner and waiting to introduce you to the world of imperfection that awaits.
One thing i had to learn early was there is so much bad in this world and as a child you think you are immune to it, but we arnt we are only very blind as to what is really happening.The adults and ones we look up to literally, are keeping our eyes nice and closed as to what is really happening on the outside.
And as you grow up and understand more and more your world comes crashing down bit by bit.
To be continued.................
SORRY
SO this is my first blog in a long time. Havnt had really anything that stood out but now that i think about it more i seriuosly think i have so much to tell i really dont know where to start!!!
Someone once told me that saying sorry meant you will never do it again, and that is what i havnt taken it to mean and everytime i say it i really wont do it again, that saying stuck with me and everytime someone said SORRY to me i would tell them what it meant and if they ever did the same thing again that was it, NO more.
But you know some people find it as a way out of things, an excuse, a meaning less word that gets them out of trouble.
And i could say that probably 80% of the time the person saying it doesnt mean it.
Which is really disapointing, especially when it comes from someone you really want to except it from and think they will never do those things again. But you know what when someone does something wrong unless they get punishment for the crime they have committed against you they will do it again.
When you get hurt once, they are the fool, get hurt twice just hope and pray to god they wont do it again, but when its the third time and nothing is going to change your the idiot who is sucked in to the web of a great liar and suck ass.
Sometimes no matter how much you love someone or how much you need them you just have to let them go. No matter how many times they say sorry or beg for your forgiveness a person has one chance to change and if they dont they never will.
So many of us get caught in a trap, you love someone so much all you want to believ is that they will change, but when the evidence says otherwise there is just a time you let go and forget them.
So what does sorry mean to you???
Im sick and tired of hearing that word. It used to mean moral and value to me and now it means nothing. You hear a word over and over again and it just starts to become a habit.
When it comes to using the brain and the heart together, do not always trust your heart your brain is what will keep you safe!!!
Someone once told me that saying sorry meant you will never do it again, and that is what i havnt taken it to mean and everytime i say it i really wont do it again, that saying stuck with me and everytime someone said SORRY to me i would tell them what it meant and if they ever did the same thing again that was it, NO more.
But you know some people find it as a way out of things, an excuse, a meaning less word that gets them out of trouble.
And i could say that probably 80% of the time the person saying it doesnt mean it.
Which is really disapointing, especially when it comes from someone you really want to except it from and think they will never do those things again. But you know what when someone does something wrong unless they get punishment for the crime they have committed against you they will do it again.
When you get hurt once, they are the fool, get hurt twice just hope and pray to god they wont do it again, but when its the third time and nothing is going to change your the idiot who is sucked in to the web of a great liar and suck ass.
Sometimes no matter how much you love someone or how much you need them you just have to let them go. No matter how many times they say sorry or beg for your forgiveness a person has one chance to change and if they dont they never will.
So many of us get caught in a trap, you love someone so much all you want to believ is that they will change, but when the evidence says otherwise there is just a time you let go and forget them.
So what does sorry mean to you???
Im sick and tired of hearing that word. It used to mean moral and value to me and now it means nothing. You hear a word over and over again and it just starts to become a habit.
When it comes to using the brain and the heart together, do not always trust your heart your brain is what will keep you safe!!!
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